I’m starting to freak and I’m trying to control myself. I was thinking about finances and the house and the work that needs done and I need glasses and I have to get josie spayed all this week while filling out paperwork for social security and dealing with that aspect of things. My chest started to feel like there was a surge of energy. It started to get hard to breathe. My chest and stomach clenched so hard it caused pain. I started trying to calm down by controlling my breaths. I felt like something dropped to the pit of my stomach. I was able to breathe a little deeper. Now I have a slight version of the energetic pain in my chest. Im still able to hold a conversation. My thoughts are dark while I converse with my nephew. We are talking about computers and I’m picturing throwing a chair at the guy across the room because I don’t like his face. I just took my medicine and am waiting for it to take hold. I’m a little calmer now. Im breathing a little easier. The whole experience lasted about 15 - 20 min.
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