Fuck.
I did it again.
I went and made a
mistake again.
I know the right and
I choose to sin,
And then wonder why
I can't win.
Shit.
My brain tells me to
lay down and rest.
I tried my hardest
and did my best.
It's ok that I
didn't pass the test.
Bullshit.
That's not my brain,
that's the devil inside of me.
I will not lay down
and wait to die and keep myself from being free.
I won't let my hard
work be in vain or let my struggle just be.
God Dammit,
I'll change my
thoughts and make myself whole again.
I won't depend on
someone else to make me happy within.
I won't look
elsewhere for happiness, and I'll get back up when I sin.
I'll approach my
daily struggle and know that I may sometimes lose.
But I will get up
and fight again because I fuckin' choose.
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